As we near the end of May, the month of daily blogs (I’ve almost made it!) I wanted to save two key influences in my life ‘til last. Today I want to discuss self-worth. I specifically call it this to differentiate it from values that I often write about (self-worth is often also called self-value so I want to make it clear what I am writing about). Self-worth is the bedrock of our personal values.
It’s a bit of a touchy subject for most people, as it can be very emotional and requires letting go of parts of ourselves we identify with in the past or present – whether we created them or they linger after comments are made from others (parents, family friends, siblings, school mates, teachers, the list goes on). Self-worth is at the core of every human being – understanding and believing you are here with and for a purpose – and how to act on it – and bring it into being, your essence. It is different to confidence, as confidence can often be masked by skill and ego. For me confidence means you’re competent at something – presenting (most people’s no. 1 fear), riding a horse, mathematic equations, coding computer language, able to tell others how you feel, or driving a racing car. Self-worth means believing you have value.
Self-worth, as I see it, is more like a process or an unfolding. I’m not quite sure if anyone is ever at 100% knowing themselves, because we’re constantly in a state of learning more about ourselves and in the process of ‘accepting and trusting’ we’ll get to where we want to be. It is about understanding that sometimes life dishes us up some rough circumstances, often it is us who stirred up the trouble and other times it just happened beyond your control – and building the resilience to move through it and not let it deter you. It’s enjoying the moment when you’re on a high or life is going well – but understanding this is not a state that is constant or achievable all the time. Working on your own worth is a life long practice and I am not sure if there is a recipe that is one size fits all. We’re all different therefore our self-worth is going to be charged by different factors.
Self-worth is the foundation I work on with my Clients (whether we call it that or not). It takes time to build, understand and act on strengthening your own worth. Like I said above, life long practice.
There are so many resources available to us to assist in the transformation. Some you are drawn to at relevant times and others you can discard as they seem like crazy concepts. I believe you can read all the books in the world, but the ‘acting on it’ is where the magic lies. The belief comes from doing, reflection and perseverance, hence constant reinforcement of daily acts. Like using your manners daily to show appreciation to others but also towards yourself (how often do you say thanks to yourself for the marvellous things you do?), wishing people a great day ahead (starting your day in a happy way and not begrudgingly flopping out of bed all surly at the world), handing out compliments (something I used to struggle with as I was hard on myself, so I struggled to give or accept compliments to others). I’m hoping you can see the theme here about congruence – between the ways you treat others and the way you treat yourself. Stop comparing yourself, stop dishing all your energy outward, stop thinking other people have it better or you are better, and start believing you’re worth it and can have it all too.
If I could recommend one book to guide shifts in believing your own self-worth, it would be Don Miguel Ruiz’s ‘The four agreements’ – a book and synopsis I have recommended before, because it’s so powerful. Some people don’t understand it at first, but the concepts are so simple and VERY transformative; once you become aware of how you are currently behaving, compared to where you could be.
Consider today, doing one thing towards acceptance, trust and belief in yourself. And ongoing, stick with the process as it unfolds each day – be able to look yourself in the mirror and know you have worth.